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Monday, July 25, 2005

the esplanade rooftop is really a special place.really special. i love that place. u should go there sometime..
so much has been going on these few while.it's been so long since i last posted. honestly i don't know who to trust anymore. how much back-stabbing has been going on. i want to know but i don't think im really prepared to know...
thanks to everyone who's been there. you know who you are.

bella-sies * 2:57 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

was supposed to post ytd.. but was too pooped when i got home. tmr got maths mock exam. i dun wanna take. =x
shall talk about ytd. went to kwsh. very very saddening. me and joy both cried. abit. controlled. sigh. i wanna go back. can prob only do so at the end of the year. parents will hit the roof if i say i wanna go back. rather unfeeling people they are.
tchr told me that my mum called her few times aldy. asked if i do communicate with her. wad a joke. how to communicate with someone who has only her own ego and control rights written all over her face. sigh. i give up. she can track all she like.
she doesnt believe in group study and stuff. i give up. for someone like me who needs to bounce off ideas and study with people. she's not gg to understand.not someone as anti as her anw.

went somewhere after kwsh. its official. beat the record 5 hour. =)

gg to ~~attempt~~ to do my cme portfolio now

bella-sies * 7:27 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

guess wad. my phone's confiscated!wad the hell lar.just cos i exceeded the plan.ok..it was quite alot.guess my parents were scared by the 4000 +++ mins clocked. along with the 2000+++ smses.and they nv said when they're gg to return it. =( and they're gg to track where i go and stuff very closely. they both do not believe in group study and stuff.but like that's where i do best. they say they understand lar. but well. they don't. parents.
i watched cursed..it's super shocking.i keep jumping.haha.
my mum just found out bout this card.crap. of all the times. im careless.fuck man.
oh well.
i dun feel like talking anymore. i hate this.

bella-sies * 11:33 PM

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

BooO! aquarama ended with a bang on sunday! the two days of exhibition was so fun!hmm. actually nth much was done except giving out flyers and walking arnd in the big expo hall. very cooling the aircon. very spacious. the food fair was good too. hmm.
the best part was still the companY!had it not been for that, the whole affair would probably be a very long and boring affair. thankss!
even the packing up was like so super fun. i still think i should not have worn skirt. bad decision. should have stuck with jeans.hmm.
fully intend to go trng actually. and i will. i promise. but i really dunno when.
should be watching cursed on fri. im crazy. spooking myself.

bella-sies * 11:24 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

boO! haven blogged in q some time aldy.
got back all my results aldy. announce that i flunked my a mths and chi papers!bla.sorta expected that anw.worse subs.hmm.bio and chem is not that good.eng as well. q happy with lit.damn happy with maths. haha. unexpected man.hm.
back to brigde addiction aldy. my mahjong set. ivy said they were playing and it got confiscated.aiyoo.very scary when they keep apologizing.i also dunno wad to say.aiyer.forget it la.i also wun get angry or upset. =)
watched madagascar today. it's such a cute show! that little squrriel thingy is damn cute. it is not ugly ok.i shall insist that it is cute. and that funny king thingy that says dunno wad banzi or sth...the one with the funny long long long name.haha. he's not cute! like he talks alot! hahah.funny accent true.cute no!
was actually supposed to see doctor for the sea urchin spine.but i managed to weasel my way out.i hope there's really no poison and the giddy stuff is not the poison caused.
aft movie was like only 3.30 den got nth to do den walk walk walk walk walk walk walk.dunno how many thousand rounds we walked cine and heeren. play escalator. but i still had a fun time.sit at mrt too.so lame man.
actually thot of gg trng today. but well. now i feel guilty. shall ~~try~~ to go down during hols. first week sorta out thou. have lessons.boring man. got so much maths to do. have to start aldy.

bella-sies * 10:04 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

hmm! finally get to blog after so long!exams are over liao.after damn long.my room the satelite modem kenna confiscated.dunno when den can get it back.trying to blog as much as i can now.
wed went to watch divergence,thurs kingdom of heaven,fri house of wax.
house of wax is damn disgusting.just gory man.jiejie was so freaked out.she so tall den sink sink sink into the chair.den later neck cramp.super funny man.i laff at her den she laff at my back cramp too. now she's not gg to talk cos i'm writing evrything she says.den she says shut up.den now she refuses to talk.so dao.she's trying to control her laughter.like me.damn funny man.
i'm glad everything's settled.wad a relieve. haha.no one knows wad im talking about.
flunked my a maths.eng was sucky.
i do not sound like a bird. jiejie sounds like a duck.she just made a ducky sound.and she screams no.den she say she where got scream. den she say shit you.im not gg to talk.
haahhahahahahahahahaha.
im amused.
i miss squash. haven seen my jnrs and teamates in 9457894147845613650 years. thinking of gg back soon...dunno when i can.

bella-sies * 5:47 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

haven gotten down to even blogging bout walkathon.so lazy.
shall mention. litao's hair is cute and standing!like the island of hawaii!ooOo.so kawaii
arhhaha.she dun like me say her cute. she's in denial man. o.0
walkathon was high!jump and sing all the way man!den still got body combat.enthU!high!so fuN!
aft that still wenta watch guess who.fell asleep at some time. =x it's nice.but i tired mar.not my fault.shall mention too that litao fell asleep watching the same show on the same day at the same place, but at different timing, she watched aft we finished watching.but still!so got mo qi. and still i dunno the eng meaning of mo qi. shall attempt to find out.
have no motivation to study anything. >.< keep thinking there's alot of time when there is actually none at all.wad a procrastinator.
i hereby declare that i dun like #####. she is so evil and mean and unnice.even thou ***** keeps defendin her, i think that ***** is just being such a nice fren.ok fine. i shall stop being mean.
cant stand mum and bro.bloody idiotic.
i miss squash aldy. so sad. i even miss snr treat jnr day.even thou like money is gg out of MY pocket.but it's still fun.
oh well.

bella-sies * 11:34 AM